Assalamualaikum :) I'm back for blogging!
Let's start new story of me. My new life without my closed friends is such a bad beginner for 2012. I lost Fitrah, Athirah, Aidil, Fitri, Adam, Zaid, Rashidan, Akmal and so on. I miss my life last year so much! I'd cried every times when I start to flash back all the best moment with em' last year. They mean so much to me. Without them I dont have any memories with friends because I'm not the one who knows how to make a friend @ not friendly.
When school was started, I'm alone in my class. I dont have friend! Nina and Natasha not my classmates anymone :( I miss them so much! However, we keep in touch. Uhm, most of my classmates at first ignored me. I'm so sad of it. This is such a suck moment of someone who dont know how to make a friend, seriously. I remembered that I've wrote "Tak suka kelas ni!! Aku rindu korang Nina Fitrah Ayu Athirah blablabla" every day! The most touched my heart when we supposed to go to lab and no one invite me to sit with them :( ya Allah, rasa nak nagis tau tengah type ni. Haha:/ At first, in lab I sit with Chines girl and guess what? I'm not focusing what did teacher teach in front just because I'm focusing on Nana's geng sit together laughing, having fun, and so on. I smile watching them because they remind me of Nina, Fitrah, Ayu and Athirah. At the same time I cried because I felt so lonely. Hmm, about 2 months I've to faking that I'm okay being alone in class but after all of that sadness moments Nana's geng being close with me, hehe alhamdulillah :) Now I'm not aloneeeeeee yeay me! :D but memories with Nina, Fitrah, Ayu and Athirah never be replaced. I love all my friends, xo